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I feel physically sick. I have absolutely no control over my life nor my actions, I hit or break things over inconveniences, cut people off for no apparent reason, and have so much genuine hate for so many people. I need something to change. I cannot live like this forever. I don't care if it hurts-I wanna have control.

Current Mood: nauseated
Current Music: creep - radiohead

the addiction is ruining him. he can't remember things he's been told ten minutes ago. I don't know what I'm supposed to do in this situation. I doubt there's any chance whatsoever of him sobering up.

Current Mood: frustrated
Current Music: good riddance (time of your life) - green day